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blk0912:

boredandmoist:

This time last year I was unemployed, broke, and suicidal.

Today, I just got the keys to my first house.

Give it time.

Needed this today

when you hear people preach that it gets better, they aren’t joking. if it’s not better yet, it will be. 

this post could literally be saving lives rn and that is why i love this website.

Janea:

Theres over 900 people here who care about you Jason. Life maybe hard, but death doesnt make it better it just ends it, it ends the chances of anything ever getting better.

Me: 
Doesn’t it? My standarts of “better” have dropped so low that a day without pain is all I wish for. Now, death - an infinity of painless days just sound’s like pure heaven. I just can’t take it anymore KEEPING THIS FUCKING HAPPY MASK ON ALL THE TIME :’/

Janea: 

And who says that you have fake a smile or where a happy mask?! ITS YOUR LIFE. if someone cant deal with your inner struggles and demons fuck them. at the end of the day youre the one who has to live with yourself, anyone who doesnt approve or cant stand by you and your decisions doesnt need to be in your life. if they make your life shit, kick them out of it. but if you need to talk message me janeashante . I’m here if you need someone who will listen to you and not judge.

Guys the worst part about suicide isn’t dying… i mean don’t get me wrong dying sucks there’s no coming back from it. but i think the worst part about suicide is the fact that you’ve come to the conclusion that you have no other options, that you no longer have hope or a chance. that maybe no one loves you, or they do but its not enough or they don’t understand and accept you. I’ve been there.. i get it. and if you’ve been there or you know someone that is seek help, speak up, everyone has a voice and they should use it. 

- janeashante

Guys if you care about Jason you should message him. and if youre that one person that can make all of his pain and sadness stop…well why haven’t you messaged him yet. Guys life is hard and at our age its probably the hardest, but its important to not give up. 

- janeashante

Theres over 900 people here who care about you Jason. Life maybe hard, but death doesnt make it better it just ends it, it ends the chances of anything ever getting better.

Me:
Doesn’t it? My standarts of “better” have dropped so low that a day without pain is all I wish for. Now, death - an infinity of painless days just sound’s like pure heaven. I just can’t take it anymore KEEPING THIS FUCKING HAPPY MASK ON ALL THE TIME :’/

Im So freakin bored of everything life has to offer. I need a crazy person in my life spicing up my day or atleast a new Xbox game XD NO! BUT SERIOUSLY! I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO DAILY FOR LIKE 8-14 HOURS 

SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T MIND TALKING ABOUT STUFF THAT NO ONE WOULD TALK ABOUT. 

IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE LIKE THAT TELL THEM TO TALK TO ME :) EVEN BETTER IF THEY LIVE IN ENGLAND SO THAT WE CAN WATCH NETFLIX AND GET FAT TOGETHER XD

Im So freakin bored of everything life has to offer. I need a crazy person in my life spicing up my day or atleast a new Xbox game XD NO! BUT SERIOUSLY! I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO DAILY FOR LIKE 8-14 HOURS

SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T MIND TALKING ABOUT STUFF THAT NO ONE WOULD TALK ABOUT.

IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE LIKE THAT TELL THEM TO TALK TO ME :) EVEN BETTER IF THEY LIVE IN ENGLAND SO THAT WE CAN WATCH NETFLIX AND GET FAT TOGETHER XD

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zodiacmind
zodiacmind:

Fun facts about your sign here

13 th of June, I believe that people born on a 13th are naturally perfect and need to pls ask for my number XD I once knew a girl who was just the greatest person I have ever met, she was born on the same day as me and I freaking loved spending my time with her texting cause she was just so funny and uggggggggh for heaven sake I don’t even want to replace her I just want to talk to her again and IDEK why but Im just such a clingy person once I have opened up to someone XD I need a timemashine or a second chance cause no matter how hard I try I just can’t simply forget her. Im hopeless but I’m hoping… Cause I can live without her but without her I’ll be, miserable at best. I don’t even know why I’m writing all of this cause I know that only the wrong people will read it but I’d rather shout into the darkness than not shout at all. Just know that I may act like I don’t care but in all actuality I still care. JESUS CHRIST XD I’M JUST NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS BACK IN THE DAY!

zodiacmind:

Fun facts about your sign here

13 th of June, I believe that people born on a 13th are naturally perfect and need to pls ask for my number XD I once knew a girl who was just the greatest person I have ever met, she was born on the same day as me and I freaking loved spending my time with her texting cause she was just so funny and uggggggggh for heaven sake I don’t even want to replace her I just want to talk to her again and IDEK why but Im just such a clingy person once I have opened up to someone XD I need a timemashine or a second chance cause no matter how hard I try I just can’t simply forget her.
Im hopeless but I’m hoping… Cause I can live without her but without her I’ll be, miserable at best.

I don’t even know why I’m writing all of this cause I know that only the wrong people will read it but I’d rather shout into the darkness than not shout at all. Just know that I may act like I don’t care but in all actuality I still care. JESUS CHRIST XD I’M JUST NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS BACK IN THE DAY!

I KNOW! I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE
That feels this way, its only a matter of time untill every single one of us breaks.
The thing that differenciates us is the fact that some of us just havent found their golden hand reaching out just for them valuing their recovery more than anything else!
This light represents the way I want you to act! It all starts with one person helping someone and then that person helping someone else untill we have started a chain reaction of people caring for each other again! I have already passed on that light to many people and I want you to do the same :)
Together we’ll break the darkness and be someone’s dawn of happiness.